So today started out with the best of intentions. I was going to finish chapter 2! I was going to sit down and work out the details I need to figure it out and get it written.
As you can probably guess that didn't happen. I am having such writer's block with this one and it's really bothering me because Chapter 1 started off so well and ended with me being satisfied if not 100% happy with it and now chapter 2 has be totally stumped. Do I start off with the same character from chapter 1? Do I move to one of the other characters and if so which one? What works the best, what will be the smoothest... ugh.
I actually think one of the biggest reasons that I'm struggling with chapter 2 is because of stress. When stressor after stressor gets dropped on you all on the same day it has a way to stifle creativity. But in all fairness I was kind of having the same problem before today. So what to do with writer's block?
Today I've done a lot of networking, critiqued some other people's works (I hope I was useful) partly to be useful, partly because I eventually want my work critiqued and partly because I wanted to and spent some time with my mom.
I also worried about work (or lack there-of), worried about not being able to crack Chapter 2, and before I knew it found everything around me that I had ever worried about in the last month kind of attacking me. This made me feel a lot like the world is falling apart. It makes me feel sick and weary very quickly and the last thing I do is want to write. So what am I doing about it? I'm writing a blog post and later I think I will go and work on a short story for awhile. Who knows, maybe it'll help knock something loose. Right now I need something I'm not so worried about screwing up and I think that's what's happening with Chapter 2. If I can't get my groove going again by the end of Friday after trying to write something else for awhile then I'll move back to the drawing board and re-consider the storyline. I was pretty sure this would be chapter 1, but who knows, maybe I'm still searching. At least blogging is writing about something.
Friday, September 16, 2011
Thursday, September 15, 2011
Life Stealing Time, Taking Advantage!
One of the biggest problems I'm having (besides being somewhat addicted to Facebook games) is that life seems to take me away from my writing quite frequently. I can't tell you how many other writers I know who have the same problem, but today got me thinking about that.
First of all, writers are told to draw from their experiences, the proverbial "Write what you know" being tossed out with sickening frequency. But if life didn't happen around us and to us and with us, what would we have to write about? Yes, I as a writer also need to find the time to sit down and write that next chapter (yes, which is lagging at the moment as I puzzle over how to start it, I think I have an idea though), or edit that passage that's been bothering me or whatever. If I don't find the time to sit down and DO the writing nothing is ever going to happen, but if I don't find time to live life as well? At that point I die as a writer. My world comes from my head yes, Reinora is largely conceived there, but if I did not interact with people where would I get the ability to interact on paper? Characters are in their simplest forms people interacting! So don't get too discouraged when you hit a really busy patch in your life that pulls you away from your writing. Take notes about interesting conversations you had (actually, the mundane ones too to make things more realistic if neccessary). Take notice of the people you interact with, or that are interacting around you. I think that's the very reason that some writers love writing in public places where they can be solitary but still around people should they need inspiration.
Second, there's some real purpose to letting your brain take a break from your writing. It probably wouldn't work for everyone, but I know if I'm having a lot of trouble starting the next chapter (in this case it's a good thing as I have too many options to start from) sometimes I need to let my brain stew with my ideas before I come up with the right place to start or the right character to start with. I know I for one need as much dreaming and imagining time as I do writing time some days and life can provide you with the inspiration you need to get that lightening idea.
Just be warned. Sometimes life really can get the better of you, use it, take notes from it, expand your experiences, but don't forget that your writing is where you come back to. That's what I've got to remind myself daily. So! Tomorrow I will be writing chapter 2, feel free to harass me with comments in the meantime if I don't get it done. A kick in the pants when people are watching does tend to make you want to work and not get it done again. (Kind of like why I finished NaNoWriMo a couple years ago... they're right, tell a lot of people and you tend to want to get it done just so they can't tease you.)
First of all, writers are told to draw from their experiences, the proverbial "Write what you know" being tossed out with sickening frequency. But if life didn't happen around us and to us and with us, what would we have to write about? Yes, I as a writer also need to find the time to sit down and write that next chapter (yes, which is lagging at the moment as I puzzle over how to start it, I think I have an idea though), or edit that passage that's been bothering me or whatever. If I don't find the time to sit down and DO the writing nothing is ever going to happen, but if I don't find time to live life as well? At that point I die as a writer. My world comes from my head yes, Reinora is largely conceived there, but if I did not interact with people where would I get the ability to interact on paper? Characters are in their simplest forms people interacting! So don't get too discouraged when you hit a really busy patch in your life that pulls you away from your writing. Take notes about interesting conversations you had (actually, the mundane ones too to make things more realistic if neccessary). Take notice of the people you interact with, or that are interacting around you. I think that's the very reason that some writers love writing in public places where they can be solitary but still around people should they need inspiration.
Second, there's some real purpose to letting your brain take a break from your writing. It probably wouldn't work for everyone, but I know if I'm having a lot of trouble starting the next chapter (in this case it's a good thing as I have too many options to start from) sometimes I need to let my brain stew with my ideas before I come up with the right place to start or the right character to start with. I know I for one need as much dreaming and imagining time as I do writing time some days and life can provide you with the inspiration you need to get that lightening idea.
Just be warned. Sometimes life really can get the better of you, use it, take notes from it, expand your experiences, but don't forget that your writing is where you come back to. That's what I've got to remind myself daily. So! Tomorrow I will be writing chapter 2, feel free to harass me with comments in the meantime if I don't get it done. A kick in the pants when people are watching does tend to make you want to work and not get it done again. (Kind of like why I finished NaNoWriMo a couple years ago... they're right, tell a lot of people and you tend to want to get it done just so they can't tease you.)
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
Exploring Setting - Swamps vs Marshes
So I had to revisit the geography for the continent that I'm currently working in. One of the major portions of land I had thought would be more of a marsh or a swamp, but that got me thinking, what's the difference?
In an attempt to answer just that I looked it up. Long and the short of it? Marshes seem to be much more shallow than swamps, though both are generally the result of constant flooding in low areas with lots of river overflow. Swamps are generally deeper and have many more trees, as my husband says the swamp is more like a flooded forest where the Marsh is a flooded meadow. Not totally accurate but pretty close.
This brought to me the importance of research. I also learned that not all swamps have to be brackish and stink (which I thought was part of what a swamp was) it can be fresh water, salt water or the brackish water that is one of the things I thought was inherent in swamps. Now this works really well since it LOOKS like it's not good, even with fresh water, because algae tends to cover the surface. So if you want to find what works the best it's really worth it to pop out and look, researching something like your settings really help to ground your work and give you a good idea of what can happen where you're writing in.
One of the things I learned from my anthropology classes is that geography can influence the development of people's cultures by quite a bit. My decision whether to make the area a brackish swamp verses a fresh water marsh will seriously influence the type of people who live there as well as the culture that they will develop. The sad thing? i had to look this up while redrawing the boarders for my countries due to the geography and for that I had to decide what geography works. When they say you need to have more reality in fiction than in non-fiction these days I see where they're coming from. You've got to set the rules and the stones before you can break them.
In an attempt to answer just that I looked it up. Long and the short of it? Marshes seem to be much more shallow than swamps, though both are generally the result of constant flooding in low areas with lots of river overflow. Swamps are generally deeper and have many more trees, as my husband says the swamp is more like a flooded forest where the Marsh is a flooded meadow. Not totally accurate but pretty close.
This brought to me the importance of research. I also learned that not all swamps have to be brackish and stink (which I thought was part of what a swamp was) it can be fresh water, salt water or the brackish water that is one of the things I thought was inherent in swamps. Now this works really well since it LOOKS like it's not good, even with fresh water, because algae tends to cover the surface. So if you want to find what works the best it's really worth it to pop out and look, researching something like your settings really help to ground your work and give you a good idea of what can happen where you're writing in.
One of the things I learned from my anthropology classes is that geography can influence the development of people's cultures by quite a bit. My decision whether to make the area a brackish swamp verses a fresh water marsh will seriously influence the type of people who live there as well as the culture that they will develop. The sad thing? i had to look this up while redrawing the boarders for my countries due to the geography and for that I had to decide what geography works. When they say you need to have more reality in fiction than in non-fiction these days I see where they're coming from. You've got to set the rules and the stones before you can break them.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Aftermath
So Friday was absolutely spectacular! The only thing I am sad about is not having as much time to write on set as I expected. That's not a bad thing of course, it meant I was actually ON set a great deal of the day which was one of the most incredible days of work I've ever had. It's definitely something I think you've got to be interested in though, there are a lot of uncomfortable conditions in order to get the vision the director has done properly and there's long moments of just standing around waiting for one thing or other but I didn't mind any of that, I loved every second. I really hope that I'll be able to make this a career while I'm writing because those two things work so well together.
Now, as for the writing, Saturday and Sunday? Complete washes. Why? I don't always write well with other people around and my hubby was of course home all weekend! I enjoyed spending time with him though and he lets me expound all my issues with writing in his direction and helps me smooth things out. He's also giving me a lot of cheerleading with everything I write. Today, (Monday, though I'm writing this late enough the post may seem like a Tuesday post) I had an incredibly hard time waking up. I was tired and my body ached and I felt like I hadn't slept. But the strangest thing happened when I finally got up, I sat down at my computer, played facebook games for awhile and then pulled out my writing and started transferring it to the computer.
Originally I'd wanted to write long-hand because it was helping me stay away from Facebook and all of its' wonderful games, as well as giving me a really organic feel that was helping with the creation. Now that I've written on the computer again I realize I'm really a child of my generation. I'm a total computer geek and instead of being as incredibly distracting as I thought working on my laptop would be I'm finding it incredibly freeing! Yes, it's a little less organic in some ways but because my typing speed keeps up with my thoughts far, far better than my handwriting speed (at least if I want to be able to read it later) I'm finding the process flowing through my keyboard with a great deal more speed and ease than I expected.
If you're struggling with your writing I highly reccomend trying a few different ways to write, with the physicality of things as well as with the words themselves. I suspect I'll keep using my notebook for ideas (since that's the really organic part of the writing process for me, I drew a castle map in there earlier to help ground my ideas of the place they're living), and then do the actual writing for each chapter on my computer.
I've also found doing a chapter by chapter synopsis really helpful. It's good to clarify my ideas as well as give me a quick overview of what happened in that chapter so when I come back to it later I can pick it up without having to re-read the whole thing (as that usually ends up in massive rewrites and constant edits and I never get past the first chapter >.<). I've also added onto the end of the synopsis all the questions I feel are raised in that chapter that will need to be answered eventually. This is a question a book I was reading recently, The Complete Handbook of Novel Writing by the Writer's Digest, suggested was important for mystery novels (I think that was the section where I read it). I thought it was just as applicable to fantasy and so far it seems that it's really helping me keep an awareness of where I'm going and what I'm writing into the chapter already.
Short and the long of it? If you want to write comfortably, then find the physical area and the physical medium that works best with your thoughts. If the computer isn't working for you try long hand. If pen's not working try pencil, if that's not working try crayons, pencil crayons, paints, different types of paper, notebooks, even different computers or keyboards might work better for you! And of course different physical things can work well for different processes of thinking. (My preference for pen and paper with ideas and a computer for actually writing for example). Also, make note of the questions you raise that will need answers as you write each section of your novel (or chapter, or scene, or whatever works best for you, just don't let too much go by before you do it or you'll forget). This can really help later should you get stuck on a section, you can pop back to the outline and see what you've forgotten to answer or if you need to answer something to make something else work.
Now, as for the writing, Saturday and Sunday? Complete washes. Why? I don't always write well with other people around and my hubby was of course home all weekend! I enjoyed spending time with him though and he lets me expound all my issues with writing in his direction and helps me smooth things out. He's also giving me a lot of cheerleading with everything I write. Today, (Monday, though I'm writing this late enough the post may seem like a Tuesday post) I had an incredibly hard time waking up. I was tired and my body ached and I felt like I hadn't slept. But the strangest thing happened when I finally got up, I sat down at my computer, played facebook games for awhile and then pulled out my writing and started transferring it to the computer.
Originally I'd wanted to write long-hand because it was helping me stay away from Facebook and all of its' wonderful games, as well as giving me a really organic feel that was helping with the creation. Now that I've written on the computer again I realize I'm really a child of my generation. I'm a total computer geek and instead of being as incredibly distracting as I thought working on my laptop would be I'm finding it incredibly freeing! Yes, it's a little less organic in some ways but because my typing speed keeps up with my thoughts far, far better than my handwriting speed (at least if I want to be able to read it later) I'm finding the process flowing through my keyboard with a great deal more speed and ease than I expected.
If you're struggling with your writing I highly reccomend trying a few different ways to write, with the physicality of things as well as with the words themselves. I suspect I'll keep using my notebook for ideas (since that's the really organic part of the writing process for me, I drew a castle map in there earlier to help ground my ideas of the place they're living), and then do the actual writing for each chapter on my computer.
I've also found doing a chapter by chapter synopsis really helpful. It's good to clarify my ideas as well as give me a quick overview of what happened in that chapter so when I come back to it later I can pick it up without having to re-read the whole thing (as that usually ends up in massive rewrites and constant edits and I never get past the first chapter >.<). I've also added onto the end of the synopsis all the questions I feel are raised in that chapter that will need to be answered eventually. This is a question a book I was reading recently, The Complete Handbook of Novel Writing by the Writer's Digest, suggested was important for mystery novels (I think that was the section where I read it). I thought it was just as applicable to fantasy and so far it seems that it's really helping me keep an awareness of where I'm going and what I'm writing into the chapter already.
Short and the long of it? If you want to write comfortably, then find the physical area and the physical medium that works best with your thoughts. If the computer isn't working for you try long hand. If pen's not working try pencil, if that's not working try crayons, pencil crayons, paints, different types of paper, notebooks, even different computers or keyboards might work better for you! And of course different physical things can work well for different processes of thinking. (My preference for pen and paper with ideas and a computer for actually writing for example). Also, make note of the questions you raise that will need answers as you write each section of your novel (or chapter, or scene, or whatever works best for you, just don't let too much go by before you do it or you'll forget). This can really help later should you get stuck on a section, you can pop back to the outline and see what you've forgotten to answer or if you need to answer something to make something else work.
Friday, September 9, 2011
God's Gift to Me!
So today I'm feeling a little like it's my birthday. I have been trying to figure out what to do while I'm writing so that I'm out of the house and not sitting here alone all the time but that wouldn't cost money (aka, sitting at a restaurant since I can never justify sitting there without steadily buying drinks and/or food v.v') but that won't leave me sitting alone all day in the house. God's answered my prayer and with something I never expected to happen!
For some time now I've had to great loves, writing and film but I figured there was no way that I would be able to make them fit together. Not unless I had something published and someone wanted to make one of my books into a movie or if I wrote a screenplay and managed to get on set. However, I did send out an application to an extra agency. Last year we (hubby and I) had joined one agency but they were so huge we never got any roles, never even a hint of it. Part of that was lack of work (which I understand hasn't really changed) and part of it was I think how big the agency was and how inexperienced we were. The agency I applied to more recently (after leaving the first) is much more specialized and takes a much smaller roster. I figured I wouldn't get in but I did get a relatively positive response with my first application but then heard nothing. When we got back from Europe I didn't think to email them back right away but hubby suggested I do so if I was still serious about it so I did. A little while later I got a call asking me to send more information because they couldn't find my previous email that asked for it and yesterday I got a call asking if I was free today for a set call they thought I'd be perfect for!
So what do I get to do today? I get to go hang around set, get paid for hanging around, work as an extra (no, can't tell you where or what show yet) and in the hanging around time, chat or *puts dramatic and triumphant music on* write! God's given me a huge gift in that since I won't be home attached to my computer games that I've had so much trouble on and I'll be making money while I write and working in between! This couldn't have worked out much better so pray it continues and I might just get this book done and get into film like I've always wanted in a way I never, ever expected.
God's so good!
For some time now I've had to great loves, writing and film but I figured there was no way that I would be able to make them fit together. Not unless I had something published and someone wanted to make one of my books into a movie or if I wrote a screenplay and managed to get on set. However, I did send out an application to an extra agency. Last year we (hubby and I) had joined one agency but they were so huge we never got any roles, never even a hint of it. Part of that was lack of work (which I understand hasn't really changed) and part of it was I think how big the agency was and how inexperienced we were. The agency I applied to more recently (after leaving the first) is much more specialized and takes a much smaller roster. I figured I wouldn't get in but I did get a relatively positive response with my first application but then heard nothing. When we got back from Europe I didn't think to email them back right away but hubby suggested I do so if I was still serious about it so I did. A little while later I got a call asking me to send more information because they couldn't find my previous email that asked for it and yesterday I got a call asking if I was free today for a set call they thought I'd be perfect for!
So what do I get to do today? I get to go hang around set, get paid for hanging around, work as an extra (no, can't tell you where or what show yet) and in the hanging around time, chat or *puts dramatic and triumphant music on* write! God's given me a huge gift in that since I won't be home attached to my computer games that I've had so much trouble on and I'll be making money while I write and working in between! This couldn't have worked out much better so pray it continues and I might just get this book done and get into film like I've always wanted in a way I never, ever expected.
God's so good!
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
New Name
So shortly after I posted the blog for today I realized that there's no point to keep everything a secret if I'm trying to blog about it. Hence settling on the name Chronicling Reinora.
Reinora is the name of my world and since I'm writing about the process of writing the Chronicles (Dear Lord I hate that word, have you noticed it's an ugly word? It's not so bad with S on the end, it's ugly with ING on it... yeah, weird I know, but there you go.) I figured a blog's name should actually have something to do with what you're writing on so there it is, bright and shiny. I changed the website address too so it's the same as the name. Yay me! I wrote some more after I posted last (eventually, fb got in the way first v.v, dang addicting games!) and I'm feeling pretty good about where it's going. I'll post an excerpt when I've finished at least a chapter's worth.
I finally have the name worked out, it should show up properly on search sites. Yay!
Reinora is the name of my world and since I'm writing about the process of writing the Chronicles (Dear Lord I hate that word, have you noticed it's an ugly word? It's not so bad with S on the end, it's ugly with ING on it... yeah, weird I know, but there you go.) I figured a blog's name should actually have something to do with what you're writing on so there it is, bright and shiny. I changed the website address too so it's the same as the name. Yay me! I wrote some more after I posted last (eventually, fb got in the way first v.v, dang addicting games!) and I'm feeling pretty good about where it's going. I'll post an excerpt when I've finished at least a chapter's worth.
I finally have the name worked out, it should show up properly on search sites. Yay!
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